Morning..

Woke up this morning. Felt like someone dropped a sack of bricks on my head. Beer spilled on the carpet. Felt a little calmer. The clarity. What does it feel like to have feelings for someone and not giving a damn about her past. I've been a parasite on 2nd chances. We all are. The grace and mercy of God has given me comfort and hope. 2nd chances anyone? I'll be generous on that. Decision has been made.

 Gonna go get ready for classes. Long day ahead.

Thoughts..

Dead to myself, Alive in Christ..

God help me, I'm in pain. Starring wide-eyed at the ceiling. Trying to close my eyes but I can't sleep. Life is a tragedy/comedy and we are the pawns. Comfort me..

A very meaningful song

Let this song speak to you :/

Feelings..

Experienced something I haven't experienced at all. Mixed feelings. Whirlwind of emotions. Time is all it takes. Do you believe in 2nd chances? Forgiving is easy, but forgetting is a totally different story? Or are relationships just that shallow and meaningless. Hmmm. *Thinks* 3am now. Imma hit the sack. Sorry for such emotional thoughts.

Where I live.

Well, this is my apartment. And my living room. Looks like a pig's sty but I'm only a college student. :P

Another Day

So, just got back from another tiring day at work. Decided to finally create a blog as a channel for all my pent up thoughts and emotions. Enjoy :)